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Tuesday, 31 March 2009
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Last Video Part.
So,I've been thinking about it and I have come to the conclusion that I will never write in this blog again. My life as SOA has passed so long ago and there's nothing here that I need to talk about.Whatever has happened in my past has happened.I can't take anything back and me writing in this blog makes me feel like I'm still not moving forward.
If you ever get bored enough,you can find me residing at http://www.xanga.com/thefloater where I have been chilling at for a while.
So....yeah.Shut the fuck up
-Soa 220.
You think I'm kidding don't you? Nah nigga.It's not April Fool's yet.I'm done with this shit.
Monday, 30 March 2009
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Body In The Trunk.
Last thing you and your ex talked about?
Can't remember.
Did the last person you kiss have tattoos?
A pretty few.
Have a best friend?
Yeah.
Where the fuck is that nigga?
Are you in a good mood right now?
Would be a lot better if I was alone.
Who is the last person that called you?
Adrian
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Yeah.
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest/fastest for?
She's online right now,but I want to take a shower first so I can clear my thoughts.
Nothing against you,babe. I just like a shower before I talk to people.
Do you want kids?
Nope!
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to about anything?
Not everything.
I'm not really the funnest person to talk to.
Last person you talked to before bed last night?
MHS.
Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
With a vengeance.
What physical features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
Eyes.
Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
No.
Everyone lies.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yeah.
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Oh yeah.
Do you think that you have made a difference in someones life?
I hope so.
Might as well help people in their lives while I fuck up mines.
What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with?
She really doesn't understand how much I care for her.
Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I don't know. I fucking suck at these kind of things.
What did you do last weekend?
Whoa,that's a challenge.
Are you scared of snakes?
Nah.
Who was the last person to make you smile?
MHS.
What was the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Strawberry Nesquik.
Will this weekend be a good one?
My horoscope didn't really anything bad,so yeah.
What all happened yesterday?
A lot of bud smoking and drinking.
If the last person you kissed on the lips said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
Probably.
If that was the case,I'd do everything to make her happy.
Have you ever slept in the same bed with someone you kissed?
Yeah.
Miss you babe.
Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
Slow.
I have the patience for it.
Do you want to be in a relationship with someone?
Yes.
Are you someone who's an asshole because you're so honest?
Everyone is an asshole.
Do you swear a lot?
Mother fuck yes.
Do you think that you will be married within ten years
Not at all.
Do you like waking up to new texts in the morning?
Fuck texting.
My fingers are too stubbed for that.
Would you ever give an ex a second chance?
There better be a good reason to why I would do this.
Who was the last person of the same sex you shared the same bed with?
Shit,I can't remember.
Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips?
I don't even know.
I like giving people their space,so it doesn't matter to me.
What did you do for halloween?
Get crazy fucked up.
Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
No.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I don't know.My horoscope doesn't go that far.
Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back to them?
Yeah.A lot of times.
If your friends warn you about someone do you listen?
Yeah.
Are you a simple or complicated person?
Simply Complicated.
Talk about a waste of time.
The Shower Deprived Ripper. So I can't really take a shower since my mom is still painting and she just finished painting the bathroom door. I have a blunt left from last night and I want to burn that early. It'll feel like a waste, though.I can't blast my music,so I'll be here trying to draw with music that doesn't really feed my designing mood.
Babe was right.I should just go hug her.
Tuesday, 03 March 2009
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Under.
I feel sicker and sicker everytime I talk to you.And I like it.
I don't really know what to say to you. You make me feel cold and warm inside at the same time. I keep thinking about Friday and how you acted around me. It's something I wanted for a while. You held me hand and I felt so vulnerable. I never wanted to leave you. What the hell is wrong with me?! I know you know I like you. I wouldn't dream of hurting you....except when it comes to biting your neck.... You're beautiful in so many ways and I can't seem to tell you the way I feel. Something keeps telling me it's wrong,even though everyone keeps telling me I'm wrong. Everytime I think of you,my mind goes crazy and my stomach sinks. You were right when you said I had too much on my mind.Thing is,you're the only thing on my mind. I wake up and see your smile. I go to sleep and see your face. It's all too much for me and yet, I crave for more of it.I want to see you on Thursday. At least for half a hour...just to cure my sanity. I want to know if you still feel the same way you felt on Friday or was it just a fluke.
This feeling of vulnerability is just the thing that's really eating at me. I spent so much time building up this person of who I wanted to be and it's like none of it matters to me as long as I can be with you.
I'm not going to let her go.
I am not going to give up on her like how I gave up on every other girl I knew.
I'm sick of waiting.
I'm sick of keeping her waiting.
I just have to keep my sanity until Thursday.
The Emotionally Confused Ripper.
Friday, 27 February 2009
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Drink My Beer.
and Pop some E.
Fuck people,nigga
drugs is all I need.
Wake up at 8
Snort coke at 10
When I feel my crash,
I do it again.
Man,I love dying
Not as much as killing
Dude,your blood's spillin'.
Fuck it,I'm dying.
Mad ready to kill tonight.
Thursday, 26 February 2009
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Fire Burn.
I just went through the illest mood swing.
I haven't completed anything I wanted to do.
Didn't clean.
Didn't shave.
Didn't finish the stomper.
Didn't put my clothes away.
I overwhelmed myself with all the things I had to do
and now I'm about to go to a funeral.
Please kill me.
Soa220
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